Everyone has their time level where they would fall and be right up again fighting for what they wanted right? The first time I've had a blog was in 2009 inspired so much by a Malaysia blogger named Ben Ashaari whose now I think was more success than before with two beautiful young child. Then I was so inspired by this lady blogger whose blog named Sepet88 where she had this kinda funny entry every time she did one.

So here I am with a new blog & with only one follower so far which I am so thankful for being so supportive with all the comments. Thank you so much by the way.

My old blog wasn't as famous as other but hey, so far I was so grateful with my increasing follower till something hit me. My past came back and ask for something that once he had gave to me..which is everything. He put it as a debt that I should had payed him back. That wasn't the big problem, the problem is I could stand him commenting about it in almost every updated entry that I did. It was all like a condemning  comment that made me felt so stressed up that I've ended up deleting my all comment even the one I did in 2009.

Here I am..Again with a new blog & a feeling of wanting to give up..Damned..This feeling is so hard because really? I kind of enjoyed blogging but now with this new one? Feels kind of like weird....

Mula-mula aku berblogging dengan blog lama aku masa 2009. Blogger pertama yang betul-betul memberi semangat kat aku untuk berblog ialah Ben Ashaari. Walaupun dia takde lah cakap face to face bagi semangat, tapi entri-entri dia yang aku tengok masa tu memang banyak berkisarkan pada cabaran-cabaran as blogger.

Darilah beliau ni menunggu Qhaliff sampai lah dia dah ada Zahra. Sungguh tak sangka masa berlalu begitu pastas. Aku pun masa tu baru macam blog yang sekarang ni. Terpinga-pinga sebab tak tahu nak taip apa sebab follower langsung takde.

Tahun ni pun dah tahun last aku belajar Ijazah, kerja tak tahu kemana lagi. Kalau dekat pulau mungkin best, mungkin dapat promo sikit dekat korang pulau-pulau yang ader dekat Sabah ni. Ye tak?

Aku? Entah nak cerita pasal kahwin bila, apatah lagi nak cerita pasal anak. Mungkin entri tahun depan lebih banyak berkisar pada anak orang sebab aku akan mengajar anak orang heehee...Apa pun life has a lot to offer in the future, so looking at the past too much is just going to hold yourself back. :)

Blog lama saya ada guna panggilan lain yang saya rasa sangat selesa walaupun macam tak sesuai digunakan oleh lady macam saya ehehe Tapi panggilan diri itu begitu sesuai la..pendek kata senang dan kena di hati.

Sebenarnya nak guan semula tapi masa dekat blog lama pun nak ubah dah kot, nanti kena cop blogger paling kuang ajo. So nak guna apa? Su...Macam susu....Mandak? Korang tau ke apa maksud tu? Aku? Saya rasa oke kot aku, korang rasa kasar ke? Kalau ikut ton suara saya macam oke je.

Kenapa tak nak guna saya? Sebab terasa macam sedang buat karangan dekat sekolah. Saya nak entri ni bila korang baca rasa rilek je rasa ok je rasa boleh bah kalau kau. Hehehe

Saya ni ada satu panggilan juga yang member saya selalu panggil. Mek. Panggilan orang kelantan selalunya kan untuk si wanita. Mek. Saya rasa okey je. Mek rasa ok, korang rasa ko? Atau ok? Mek tak nak panjang lebar lagi bab panggil memanggil ni, bab kata ganti nama...Nanti mek carikan panggilan ganti nama yang sesuai ahaha

Kadang kala kita ni kan sebagai manusia tak sedar tau benda yg kita makan tu berapa banyak, berapa sikit semua tu. Halal tu itu sudah pasti lah kan, tapi sejujurnya dalam sehari benda yang kita makan tu kita tau tak apa kandungan dia?

Yang pasti air putih itu wajib kita minum. Jangan jadi macam saya kalau ada baru minum kalau air tu xde alamatnya memang x minum lah gitu. Tabiat macam tu tak berapa elok sebenarnya. Hehee

So kenapa entri saya hari ni tetibe je nak cerita pasal sakit buah pinggang? Sebab saya tetiba je rasa sakit kat pinggan kalau duduk tak diam, tapi kalau berdiri ok pula. So saya gi google lah apa tanda-tanda sakit buah pinggang ni ....

Antara tanda-tanda awal anda menghidap penyakit buah pinggang ialah
#terasa sakit pada kemaluan ketika kencing, contohnya setiap kali korang buang air kecil korang rasa macam ada luka rasa pedih like burning gitu

#masa kencing ada darah. Kalau yang aweks mungkin period la..tapi andai kata bukan waktu anda period dan masa kencing  ada darah itu mungkin tanda awal penyakit buah pinggang.

#kemudian kalau terlalu kerap anda buang air juga especially waktu malam. Setiap malam asyik terjaga nak pi toilet tapi kencing macam xde je ada pun sikit je, itu pun antara tanda-tanda awal penyakit buah pinggang.

#lepas tu bengkak dipergelangan kaki tanpa sebab.

#sembap pada bawah mata tanpa sebab selama beberapa hari. Kalau yang menangis tu lain cerita laaa ahahaaa

Kadang kala tanda-tanda tersebut adalah tanda-tanda untuk penyakit lain. Tapi apa pun, lebih baik korang buat pemeriksaan doktor andai ada tanda-tanda pelik atau berlaku benda-benda luar biasa sebagai langkah mengatasi awal.

Kepada pemakan durian, surely takde masalah kalau saya cakap durian. Tapi kepada yang bukan pemakan durian. Confirm mimik muka tu dah ada sikit. Hahahha Saya ni antara manusia kaki durian yang paling kaki durian. Tapi rasanya itu dulu kot. Sekarang macam dah kurang.

Tadi mak beli durian. Also known as durian KING! Giler isi dia beso beso noh...Biji dia penyet. Giler korang cakap tak sedap...Tapi selera tak macam dulu. Kalau dulu boleh je baham banyak-banyak..Sekarang macam dah reti fikir kan, so makan 2 biji je. Takut nanti panas badan pastu demam, kalau tak demam kena ulser. Saya dah memang pernah kene ulser sebab makan durian banyak sangat..So kiranya dah jadi macam trauma sikit...Tapi sebenarnya tak trauma juga..ahaha

Dulu masa saya mula-mula buat blog pun macam ni. Zero followers & extremely excited to wait. Lepas tu memang memakan masa yang agak lama before I could really see an increase of my blog follower. Like I've said, sedih tau melepaskan blog yang korang dah nampak ada kemajuan & semakin meningkat. Tapi what to do, dah memang bukan rezeki untuk blog itu dikekal kan. HEhehee

Owh..You all jangan risau. Blog lama saya tu bukan sebab kena ban goverment, ataupun bukan sebab kene dakwa bagai huhuhu Just sebab ada stalker gila yang brutally stalk macam psiko dengan komen yang buat saya rasa macam lain macam, so have to let go.

So skarang ni lebih kurang macam saya sedang melalui proses-proses as a new blogger & macam mula-mula nak buka blog dulu. Dulupun tak lah hebat sangat, tapi orang kata boleh la sap sap sui..Huhuhuuu...

When people say that the keypad for Mac product was the best I thought other brand had the same keypad, I'll bet they're all the same. Well I was totally wrong because Mac really got the best keypad ever. Typing made you feel easy & somehow fun.

So thats my little experience with my MacBookPro, who knew maybe I really going to get the iPhone 5 & somehow I could love it? Because for smartphone, I really like Samsung, I really liked my Samsung S5 & was hoping to get Samsung Note 4, but my laptop seems like wanted to have it sibling to work better..LoL....

Before this I could say that my blog was pack. Which means, there was people reading it and there was people responded to my writing. I know this is just the second entry that I've made, but s**t does happens to everyone even though they did it with good intention.

So here I am, making my second entry about nobody reading my blog and yes there's absolutely nobody ready this...*Lonely much.